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| Thursday, June 23rd, 2005 | | 2:14 pm |
OH WOW
So i haven't been on here for a long... long... long... long time. MHMM My life has basically been boring . Me and toby doing lots of hanging out. I LOVE NANO!!!! I think I need to hang out with him a lot more. I miss seeing jeremy and shawn and jess jess... you guys should deffinately call me sometime. I dunno.... soooooo gonna go... get toby now... and probably do something, dumb! YAY! I LOVE YOU ALL shelly Current Mood:  artisticCurrent Music: Dio - holy diver | | Thursday, March 10th, 2005 | | 9:45 am |
| | Monday, March 7th, 2005 | | 6:59 pm |
How much I love annoying Toby
I don't know. Stop it. *laugh* you're horrible STOP! Did you get the whininess implied in that stop?' Shelly new subject no don't type new subject I'm going to hurt you Who are you talking to!? TEll him to hide it in his vent. Are you writting that in your live journal.!?!? STOOPP I'm not speaking until you delete that all and stop. Tell him to hide it in a drawr... like underwear... how big of a bottle is it? OH I dunno then.... SHELLY stop typing all of this! *growls* THE END shelly Current Mood: creativeCurrent Music: toby's anger | | Thursday, March 3rd, 2005 | | 8:03 pm |
POSTED
)Q%#&*(@&#$& MOTHA FUCKA'S HEY! yeah, so I have to work Friday night, poop... at least its only until 8 then i plan on getting my ass to the show or something... hells yeah Umm and then saturday, hopefully going to another show... Sounds like fun huh!? yeah, i know you all know about the show and almost all of you are going but yeah,... okay, i felt like typing something so don't give me shit... JESS why dont' you call me..? yeah... that's what I thought... pft.. I LOVE YOU ALL oh... shawn... i'm sorry, but... the three ... not working.... i love you, but your lips scare me now... Shelly Current Mood:  deviousCurrent Music: elliot smithed | | Tuesday, March 1st, 2005 | | 8:18 pm |
dkjfao;djfigj;arfaeHHHHEEEELLLLPP
OKAY I NEED MAJOR HELP THIS IS DRIVING ME INSANE I'm pretty sure it's emo so for the 99 % of you who don't listen to it at all I apoligize for waisting your time..... "there was no music for the first time I got kissed" it's a freaking quote from some freaking song... so.... if anyone has any idea of what it is... let me know... and other than that nothing is happening but i'm effing going to the shows this weekend and you better be there. yup LOVE YOU Shelly Current Mood:  energeticCurrent Music: Searching through all my dls | | Monday, February 28th, 2005 | | 9:41 pm |
I have red hair Toby and I are going to have a talk ... that is all I love you Shelly Current Mood:  drainedCurrent Music: outkast - hey ya (the oldies, hell yes) | | Wednesday, February 23rd, 2005 | | 10:00 pm |
Amusing... throw down! BITCH
quote of toby for the day ... "I think it's funny that Caity's being threatend by a bunch of spoiled little bitches except for the case of jamie and jordan who are just hosses/heffers/fatasses/etc. plainly put you're all just mad because Caity just says what she thinks, and I think it's funny that Alicia is the only one who hasn't said anything to Caity. And before we have threats of "throwing down" lets really look at what you're getting into here." - IBGO represents Yeah... So, I think it's really funny how Caitlyn is being attacked by a bunch of little girls who don't know what they're talking about. Caitlyn says two sentences and they freak out, nice to know they love caitlyn so much they're making her the center of their world... because she rocks... everyones socks. Yeah, but seriously if they really want to act like they're Jordan's age, then be my guest... "we'll so beat you up" OH WOW!!!! Highschool drama and bullshit... so... rediculous, get over yourselfs and your... reflections... meh... I love you Cait. On to more... worthy of worrying about subjects. I miss my friends I haven't seen them all in a long time... so call me and we should hang out.... yup... i guess that's all. Current Mood:  amused | | Friday, February 18th, 2005 | | 11:11 pm |
as time slows
So, I really don't know much of what's going on right now. I'm very confused. Today Toby read my live journal. It upset him... alot, I feel bad... I do tend to get upset and go overboard when I'm... mad... or agrivated I guess. yeah.... oops. Umm, so once we got that figured out we wanderd over to Lyrch's to celebrate his sweet 22nd. I gave him a cookie. then I had to leave to go on an adventure to help cheer up a dear friend. We played tag, and hide and go seek in the dark at the playground until we could no longer feel most of our limbs and were having asthma problems... then we went to Pizza hut and I left to wonder back over to Lyrch's to find people we're starting to get tipsy... Poor Monica was already gooone... and Lyrch... whew... anyway.. then more and more people kept showing up and more people were drinking and getting tipsy... sean was wasted... alina was there to take care of him though, so cute... anyway... Ummmmmmmmmmmmmmm Yeah.... Toby was doing pretty well, but I have a feeling that as I'm typing this he is perhaps getting more and more trashed, not sure........ if he doesn't I hope he helps watch over Monica until she leaves because she's just so god damned innocent... I dunno. I am invious of all the fun perhaps I am missing. I mean lyrch did take off his pants... and hump Sean without pants... and stuff... wow... what fun!? ... haha... Alright, I have fucking work in the morning and then I think I might actually have some awesome plans for tomorrow evening... so fucking sweet ass! ... Good Night I love you all! Shelly Current Mood: drainedCurrent Music: Amelie Soundtrack - Complime | | Wednesday, February 16th, 2005 | | 9:14 pm |
fkl;kaje;igjaenth;eojiaerjekgne;roji
werd. yup... so, I'm really tired. And bored... all at the same time. I have weird thoughts running through my mind that make no sense whatsover and it's kind of giving me a headache. I'd like to go to sleep but I'm finding it much too difficult to do. Today was boring as all ... all of everything... I job shadowed my mom which was wicked crazy creepy, and yeah.... I dunno.. poo... Tomorrow will be even more boring I fear, well, I guess I'm contimplating getting my hair cut, but probably wont happen.... SO... this was a pointless entry.. awesome shoes don't fit eat the grass that's oh so more green shell dawg Current Mood: creativeCurrent Music: Amelie Soundtrack - la noyee | | Monday, February 14th, 2005 | | 10:14 pm |
WHAT BLUE ARROWS?
So I'm really sleepy... Today was Vday... sweet. Yeah, first time I ever spent it with anyone. It was nice not having to worry about seeing all the other couples around me being happy and me being all lonely... I had someone there with me... like... neat. Right. So okay... I guess... that's about it Amelie time... I love you Someone... make plans with me for this weekend damnit and mean it! Shelly Current Mood:  contemplativeCurrent Music: Amelie waiting to be played | | Sunday, February 13th, 2005 | | 7:32 am |
Oh glorious sunrise!
Well, another early morning before work... last night went to the show... and left before it started because Toby wanted to get me my valentines gift which ended up being this really fucktackular Marylin Monroe lighter... holy shit... it is friggen sweet the most beautiful zippo I've ever laid eyes on. ANYWAY then we went back to the show... kind of hung out there for a while then went and played nintendo.... WOOOO how exciting! YEAH!...... sooooooooooo i'm waisting time cause i don't want to go to work... poooooop... okay...... bye I LOVE YOU ALL shelly Current Mood:  okayCurrent Music: think happy thoughts | | Saturday, February 12th, 2005 | | 7:33 am |
MISSION
*punches every girl in the face in columbus* (other than danielle, whitney, shannon, and caitlyn)... my deed is done off to work Current Mood: bouncyCurrent Music: NOTHING | | Thursday, February 10th, 2005 | | 8:02 pm |
the greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return
RAGH! Alright sooooo bit of an update... I've been seeing people, chilling with friends... stuff... got pulled over, sucked... yup... annnnnnd I don't have much planned for this weekend so holla at yo girl if you wanna hang. Whateva. I LOVE YOU ALL shelly what happens when a man diliberatley stops breathing???????????????? as he holds his breath the heart rate goes up then slows down and carbon dioxide builds up in your system and you get closer to unconciousneses... after five minutes your lips go blue.... I KNOW.... Current Mood: contemplativeCurrent Music: Bright Eyes....... Rabbit Hole?!?! | | Tuesday, February 1st, 2005 | | 6:00 pm |
mmm
 Cor blimey, I taste like Tea.
I am a subtle flavour, quiet and polite, gentle, almost ambient. My presence in crowds will often go unnoticed. Best not to spill me on your clothes though, I can leave a nasty stain. What Flavour Are You?
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Current Mood: mischievousCurrent Music: tis nothing | | Monday, January 31st, 2005 | | 7:11 pm |
| | Saturday, January 29th, 2005 | | 10:55 pm |
I REMEMBER
Me and Toby kissed people.... wow... that... wow.... funny. I would just like to say ... I want fucking Pizza and a double cheeseburger. Damnit Oh... and Toby and me are cool. and... I LOVE YOU ALL! shelly not shelley... teehee Current Mood: contentCurrent Music: quiet | | 2:39 pm |
The grounds not mine, to walk upon.
So... last night... I went on a wild goose chase trying to find a girls house who doesn't exist. And then I waited a half an hour for Toby to get off work so we could go to the show. Which was freezing... umm, yeah... and there I finally saw Jeremy and Dorsett for the first time in forevers times ten!. I was so happy. But they didn't seem to care as much as I. But hey what are you gonna do, I have a vagina, I can't help it. Anyway... so... hung out around there... then went to alicia's to find heidi whereupon a really creepy story unfolded. Then I went back to the show for a while, then we decided to go meet everyone at steak and shake (we being Shelly, Caity, and Toby) ANWAY... so we did and we ate... then we went to Nanos... and everyone kind of sat around for a while. Then Nano went to go get some drinks... and stuff, and then a bunch of people left, then nano came back with the drinks ... and we drank... then more people left, then we drank some more. Until It was me left with.... a bunch of really funny guys. Sean taught me how to do a drunk test, that was a hoot. Then I was drunk, i don't remember much... umm, laughing... drinking... talking... and then I went to bed... but... the guys downstairs were like mad crazy... and stuff and kept drinking until they were pretty much all puking, and Toby got sick too and I tried to help but wasnt very good at it being drunk myself... i think i made him puke more. I dunno, Sean Critney is the greatest person to talk to when you're drunk and that it that. I love you... Umm, alright So.. then I finally get my ass up, and I have to pee so incredibly bad so I go to the bathroom and try to open the door but something was blocking it's way, when i finally got my head in the door, I see it's Toby who had obviously passed out during or after shitting so his pants are down and yeah... jae;fa;ighj;ajf... so i get a towel and cover him up, and try to wake him up... didn't work, so I finish getting ready and then once again I try to wake him up to no avail. So I decided If it was that hard to wake him up he should probably just rest, I figured he could get a ride from someone else when they woke up. So I go to work. THEN i get off work ... and Toby has left me the Loveliest of voicemails. About how... He watched over me all night to make sure I was okay and to make sure no one was going to put any moves on me, and how all he did was worry about me, but in the morning I left him, and he didn't understand it because he had woken up on his own very easily. And how he had to walk home in the frigid cold and how now he's freezing and he hopes I'm happy and that he had to be at work in an hour and how he might call me or not, and to have fun. what the fuck honestly I even left him a note explaining that I tried to wake him up. If I could have been strong enough to carry him out I would of, but I'm not... GOD... and what the fuck is the shit about watching over me, when he was busy getting smashed and if someone was gonna do something he even said he didn't care or something along those lines... I dunno... jesus christ... and I swear he could have gotten a ride from like three of the people in the fucking apartment... damnit... It was mean... and it hurt... and damn, what an asshole. I mean, of course he's going to wake up easily when it's on his own, that means his body was ready to wake up, fucker... god... anyway.............urhgghghghghghghghg.. ... umm...yeah i guess thats all, i'm sure there'll be more depression to write about tonight Current Mood: confusedCurrent Music: Morrissey - Angel | | Wednesday, January 19th, 2005 | | 7:46 pm |
wizzaaah
So pretty much... the past weekend... no one called... no one even called.... =( no one loves me anymore... jess kind of tried to make plans with me .. but yeah, wow... feel like poo right now... Anyway. I just spent the whole weekend with toby... <3.... uhh, yeah that makes me pretty happy... i mean he makes me more happy than I have been in a long time so good for me. I guess... yeah...I dunno, not much to say, I want to make a movie, if anyone is interested in being in it, let me know... i'm not sure what its about yet, but I deffinately want to make it. yup... shelly Current Mood:  busyCurrent Music: Poison the Well | | Thursday, January 13th, 2005 | | 6:26 pm |
I had so much time to sit and think about myself, and then...
Yeah there she was So... today, was extremely boring... I went to the wonderful institution of this world... school. YAY. God Damnit, someone needs to burn it down. Either that or kidnap me so we can go away from it. Its a hell hole... in a bad way though. So, yeah, after that drove in the rain to go find my cell phone was at Toby's, no big suprise, then... on the way home almost ran off the road trying to swerve from hitting a poor little doe... so young... That was frightning. Then I finally made it home whereupon I have just been sitting around here, wondering when the cat in the hat is going to show up to fucking entertain me!... yeah! Alright well, I guess that is all... You mother fuckers better call me this weekend, because I want to hang out so badly... I MISS YOU SO EFFING MUCH!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU ALL shelly Current Mood:  restlessCurrent Music: Death cab, the new year | | Monday, January 10th, 2005 | | 9:16 pm |
I don't belong
It's only been two hours... but I feel horribly depressed and have to write something down. I don't even know what is making me so sad. I just am!. And for those who were around me today they know of it. And yet the person who is supposed to love me and be there for me. Doesn't seem to give a fuck. He of all people know, and we were talking about it, or at least I was so it's not like I expected him to figure out I was sad on my own like most stupid females do. But he just... I dunno, must not seem strange to him that I'm depressed, or something along the lines of it must not fucking matter. What the hell... honestly. So that just adds to the depression when he gets off the phone like its nothing, like it doesn't matter, like I don't matter. Wonderful. I feel like a fucking wreck. What the fuck, honestly why can't I just be happy!!!!! Bright Eyes isn't even helping... fuck this shit... god damnit... anyone got any good like extremely good depressing song suggestions let me know, I could use it. thanks... love you all shelly Current Mood: you have no idea how depressedCurrent Music: Bright Eyes |
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